Montag, 22. Dezember 2008
Wie im Himmel
gertje, 23:10h
Just to clarify things: in case you got here because you have any, even distant, interest in my thoughts and the weird stuff going on in my head besides them, you are most welcome.
In any other case: wth are you here?
This is not one of the thousands of blogs written because somebody wants somebody else to know things.
This is just for me.
Sometimes I have trouble working things out on my own and writing down helps. Sometimes.
~~~
I don't know if there are things you are just not supposed to get over with.
Like the Angel.
I cannot say if I will ever be able to think of music, of the feeling of being part of it, of love, and of sex, without him in the far corner of my mind.
It is not even just his face (which is absolutely beautiful) or the way he moves, takes things und puts others simply where they belong. - It is the way he feels.
And even though the one thing I am sure of is that one can never be sure, I am convinced that I will never state any kind of tenure towards him, even though I love him.
(Yes, this sounds crazy, even to me - but I guess You are right and since I AM crazy it does not matter.)
~~~
I wish that I could move, just once, with the same grace You do.
You truly are beautiful. - And I still find it hard to imagine being scared of you... How could she?
In any other case: wth are you here?
This is not one of the thousands of blogs written because somebody wants somebody else to know things.
This is just for me.
Sometimes I have trouble working things out on my own and writing down helps. Sometimes.
~~~
I don't know if there are things you are just not supposed to get over with.
Like the Angel.
I cannot say if I will ever be able to think of music, of the feeling of being part of it, of love, and of sex, without him in the far corner of my mind.
It is not even just his face (which is absolutely beautiful) or the way he moves, takes things und puts others simply where they belong. - It is the way he feels.
And even though the one thing I am sure of is that one can never be sure, I am convinced that I will never state any kind of tenure towards him, even though I love him.
(Yes, this sounds crazy, even to me - but I guess You are right and since I AM crazy it does not matter.)
~~~
I wish that I could move, just once, with the same grace You do.
You truly are beautiful. - And I still find it hard to imagine being scared of you... How could she?
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